Nothing interesting going on with men, but I did
talk to Kirsten about Pete. I told
her I liked him enough to see him, but that I didn’t think that I was crazy
about him. I really feel like unless you are extraordinaly passionate about
someone, it’s not really worth putting the energy into. I lost interest in Grant, I lost interest
in David, and I was quickly losing interest in Pete. Is this my fate with
dating men casually? That I get interested quickly and lose interest just as
quickly? I didn’t want to be that kind of girl. It’s a roller-coaster and it’s
annoying to everyone involved (including myself).
I decided to wait things out with Pete. I wanted to give him a chance if he was
as into me as he seemed. I thought
that maybe I was just psyching myself out so that I wouldn’t get hurt (again)...maybe to protect myself.
Whatever the case, I let myself focus on myself and friends for the upcoming
weekend while Pete took care of some school stuff.
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