I decided to wait things out with Pete. I wanted to give him a chance if he was as into me as he seemed. I thought that maybe I was just psyching myself out so that I wouldn’t get hurt (again)...maybe to protect myself. Whatever the case, I let myself focus on myself and friends for the upcoming weekend while Pete took care of some school stuff.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Day 17 (September 23, 2010)
Nothing interesting going on with men, but I did talk to Kirsten about Pete. I told her I liked him enough to see him, but that I didn’t think that I was crazy about him. I really feel like unless you are extraordinaly passionate about someone, it’s not really worth putting the energy into. I lost interest in Grant, I lost interest in David, and I was quickly losing interest in Pete. Is this my fate with dating men casually? That I get interested quickly and lose interest just as quickly? I didn’t want to be that kind of girl. It’s a roller-coaster and it’s annoying to everyone involved (including myself).